10 day countdown

holy cow i can not believe we are down to 10 days! its crazy! today i spent the day writing list and making my self a schedule of everything i needed to get done by this week and do it and not get frustrated and crazy! i want to enjoy finishing up the last days of my engagement and not have them be miserable for everyone. so i have a book of everything that needs to get done! the first thing on my monday list is get my temple recommend finished. saturday night i had these stress dreams about something not working out and i would be able to get my temple recommend well yesterday i went to finish it off with the steak president and he looks at my temple recommend and says this is an old one. i know if you take this in to the temple everything will go crazy and they won't know what to do with it. so he says i need to get a knew one, so he goes to talk with my bishop and he doesn't have any new barcode ones so he says he might have some at his house... might. so i have to get a new recommend and then get my steak president to sign it before he goes out of town so that just stressed me out!! but i finally got a hold of my bishop last night and he brought it over and then i called my president this afternoon and now after work i'm going to head over to his house to have him sign my recommend and i'm good to go!!! i'm so happy to be marrying devin in the temple and to finally get to go through myself and receive my endowments! which i'm going to be getting this saturday! i am very blessed to have such an amazing family and new family! and going through the temple so we can all be together forever is one of my favorite things about this gospel!

16 days till we don't have to say goodbye!

its coming sooo close to april 19th, it seems like it was yesterday when he asked me to marry him and now its only sixteen days aways till i get him forever! as excited as i am its also getting to me that i have sixteen days to get everything done... i really need to make a check list or i'm going to be overload crazy crying stress ball as it gets sooner and i will miss the time i just need to be happy and enjoy it. i decided i'm going to order the flowers from sams they had good reviews and then that would be one less stress to worry about i found 100 stems of white and peach roses for 99$, 90 steams of babys breath for 53$ and 40 peach lilies for 55$. i think that would be good! and cheap. so i am relieved one less stress!!! feels soooo good!! so we'll probably get them the day before and get them all figured out and put all together i'm putting my flowers together so hopefully i can figure it out! i think after the flowers are all ordered all i will have left to do is get the close for the families to wear and finish the decorations get the toppings for the ice cream machine and order the brownies. i hope thats it....